Poop

Today I decided I will be going through with switching to day school starting Monday. I still dont have any idea what im going to do as far as the whole "job" thing goes.
I guess as far as that goes I might just have to figure that out as I go.

My best (fucking) friend forever (bfffe), cassie, just found out her date that she ships off to boot camp. I'm SO proud of her for joining the Marines its rediculous, but at the same time i can't help but to get a little selfish and say that I don't want her to go. Even more so since her date is December 7th, and it's right before Christmas. Just thinking about it makes me weld up with tears. She's the best friend I've ever had, and right now she's pretty much the only friend I really have. It's just that I don't know what I will do once I can't call her and tell her about how bad my day has been, or how totally hott this one guy who's actually talking to me is, or even how much I miss her.

We're just getting really close, even closer than before, and now shes going to have to leave.
This is the story of my life.
Why is it that everytime I get super close to someone they're either ripped from me, or decide to leave me?
Shits's getting old.